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I notice every single time you walk through the door.  I acknowledge your presence every single second.  My conscience is struggling, I'm drowning in pools of despair.  Do you ever notice how my eyes become pools of hope when you talk to me?  Do you know that my heart is beating--- beating for you?  I wince and cringe every time you refuse to look at me.  My heart freezes when you show any signs of your disinterest in me.  I don't want to continue like this, stumbling blindly through my pointless affection for you.  I want to let you know and to show you my inner self, but you seem to have me imprisoned and tied up to the point where it is impossible to break through.  Why is it that, even when I know you are a player, I still like you?  Why do I give my heart to the ones who are most likely to give it away?  I want to take my beloved heart back.  You don't deserve it, yet, you seem to always persuade me to give it to you.  And after you are in possession of my heart, you always hurt it.  Every one of your insults, no matter how light-hearted they are, they always feel like the most painful stabs.  Why did it have to be you?  I'm tired of burying my feelings...and trying to keep them buried.  I know I can't keep them in any longer for they are continuously resurfacing.  If I keep burying like this over and over again, I'll end up burying my soul.

I'll end up burying my soul, because of you.

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